Saturday, 19 May 2007
Train ride back home from harbor front to Sengkang. It was stuffy and smelly. The uncle smoke too much and he stinks so much. Though i have blocked nose, the smell is unbearable. I can't believe i can stand the whole journey sitting beside him. I'm not being mean but he is old and there is a mixture of unpleasant smell. The best part was that he flipped the newspaper noisily!! How i wish i could tear it away. Somehow i feel that he is unhappy about me over some issues which I don't wish to know.
I don't feel like going to school on Monday. In fact, don't wish to go to school in any other days. I'm just lazy to wake up early and take about 30 mins of bus journey. How i miss taking 5 mins walk to school everyday. Other than that, i miss writing on paper. I miss studying on books. I miss ALBERT TEOH's NAGGING!!! How i wish everything stays the same...
How can i love someone when i hardly knows him. Though we don't really talk much during that trip, it leaves me smiling up till today. I still rmb the first line u said and the smile you give. I can't forget all that. I rmb everything you said. I hope it never ends. That was the last time i saw you. I feel so lonely. I don't know why. I swear i could cry wanting to see you again. Didn't get to see you again and again. Though my purpose of coming there was not to see you but your father just keep appearing right on my face. So tell me, how can i not think of you at that point of time. Now i wish all this never happen. This is killing me so slowly. Dose of HOT GUYS is not making me any better. Their pretty face are nothing compared to your presence.
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unlocked @ 5/19/2007
