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Monday, 28 May 2007

Im going to lose a bestfriend any time soon. I am all ready for all that. I've planned my future ahead and don't mind losing a friend anymore. I just want to be isolated from now on. I don't see the need of being with you or them or we or anyone else. Let me be a loner or emo whatever you guys call it. However, I don't think I can live my life in silent. The bloody problem about me is that up till today, I can't keep my mouth shut.

Seriously, how i feel doesn't matter and I don't matter how others feel.
I feel happy when i see people very sad.
I know im being sadistic and i truly believe i am.
Thanks for giving me a chance to be one.
I wanna be somebody that I am not.


Why? Cause I got nothing better to do. Hehex!

My life today doesn't seem anything that i want to do in the near future. However, im stuck with it for the next three years.


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Did this after class. I was super upset today over dont-know-what! Just got that mood-swing thing that I don't really want to go into much detail. Today is somehow stressful but I am not sure what's been bugging me. I make fun about plenty of people. I look back thinking yea...they do deserve it.

Though I saw botak and hot guy today, just got no mood to smile happily. It must be about the drama i am watching currently. The episode is too sad. I feel like watching with my eyes close. The fan in my room is not working! I hate to use air-con. Damn! Im perspiring and I don't feel like coming to school tmr. But IM COMING!!! Haha.

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Sunday, 27 May 2007

Muahaha! I spend my time today watching korean drama. Feel so good. Damn...why are they taking such a long time to english sub Hello! Miss episode 13. I'm watching the non-sub and I'm just undertanding it blindly.

Tommorrow school. Yay!! I am not sure why am i excited about. Anyway, I decided to come school everyday. I don't want to give up half way. I should go all the way. FIGHTING! Haha. Maybe, i should learn to overcome my fears. Since my laptop is so much better, I don't think why I should not be coming to school. I just don't want to face somebody but that can't be helped. I think im going to see her for a very long time.

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Anugerah 2007!!
Vote for Ajeek!

Dinner at QiJi

In the toilet

Wei Jie make over!

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Friday, 25 May 2007

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

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Kau tak pernah ku duga satu sahaja ku cinta
Pada saat suram menyapa di hati ku
Mungkinkah masih ada oh cinta indah buat ku
Sedangkan sepi menemani ku

Buangkanlah sepimu menjadi sekuntum rindu
Aku akan mengisi ruang hatimu kasih
Cinta ini buatmu hati ini buatmu
Di sini ada cinta buatmu

Ku cinta kamu ku sayang kamu
Untuk selama-lamanya di hatiku
Menyayangimu mencintaimu
Benarkah ini kasih
Kebahagiaan kita miliki

Pintaku pada mu jujurlah oh ke akhirnya
Agar asmara kekal abadi dalam hati
Kekasih ku berjanji menemani mu nanti
Demi cinta indah ini kasih

Aku hanya mampu berdoa
Takdir ini buat kita
Menuju bahagia
Kita miliki cinta

Kekasih ku berjanji
Menemani mu nanti
Demi cinta indah ini kasih

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Wednesday, 23 May 2007

Happy that mickey is now well. Taking care of him with tender loving care. I love you mickey!! Don't leave me.

Today school, damn slack. I don't really care about today's grade but Ms Lee Wei Wei is so nice lah. Don't want to disappoint her. Wanted to go for IG today but damn it started at 430 and class end at 430 and how am i suppose to reach on time. I dont want to get embarrased for being late so..i decided not to go!

Haha. AKU MEMANG PENCINTA LELAKI. Muahahaha!

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Tuesday, 22 May 2007

This is a story about a girl name unlucky when the clock strike 12 midnight on Tuesday May 22 2007. She was wide awake with the intention of doing some revision on her Basic Science Module. With her dismay, she heard news about her long time crush which left her crushed up till now. She went to bed heartbroken and feeling sad for herself. Though she was sad, she knows that waiting won't help her. She decided to calm herself down and not think too much. She knows that she should get herself ready for school the next morning.

Rise and Shine. The very weird dreams was disturb by a woman's voice. She wake up feeling angry! The woman malign her of watching late night shows. And yea she was angry. She get ready for school and off she goes to meet her friends. Took bus to school and met the most idiotic guy she least expect to see in her entire life. That's when the unlucky girl realised that her luck is no way to be found anytime soon that day. Her eye candy didn't even board the bus. She was devastated. All she could is wonder how her luck has changed so much in a matter of time.

She reached school in no time. Then it was Understanding Test. Though she was early, her laggy laptop just have to be the slow poke. Once again she calm herself down. The virus topic spread wide across the class. She thought she could see some lights knowing that her laptop could download this anti-spyware which the school recommended. However, it wasn't much of a happy event that she could celebrate after such circumstances. Using that spyware to scan all those shits... she was told from the software that she needs to reboot her laptop and she did. It restarted and WHAT THE FUCK! It keep on showing only her stupid yellow wallpaper. WHAT THE FUCK! She restarted it about closed to 10 TIMES! Her laptop was beyond hope! She then realised that it was not actually her own doing that it just fail on her, her friend's laptop too! The school is to be blamed for this disastrous!

She went to meet her cousin at Starbucks. Slack at there for awhile and chill. She drank this chocolate thing with whipped cream. "Erm...YUMMY!"She said. It was a treat from cousin's friend. They talk and talk and talk and just talk about stuff. Off they went to watch anugerah at the auditorium. It was an enjoyable experience. It was there where she let her feelings shows. She scream and cheered for Hazeeq. VOTE M4 =) Took some pictures and saw some cute guys from the anugerah contestants which leaves her all smiling.

Her day was rather interesting i must say. Looking better to a much better future =)

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Sunday, 20 May 2007

the next few paragraph will be in Malay. So sit back and relax. If u don understand, it's ok cause there's nothing important to know about =)

Bahasa Melayu best giler ah! Haha. Hari ini aku tak buat ape2 sangat yang menghairahkan. Wakakaka. Duduk rumah seperti biase. Maklom lah takde jodoh. Wakakaka! Jodoh belum diketemui. Wakakaka!! Entah bila lah. Alah..lagi pon aku belum niat nak khawin. Hahas. Jadi bende kejadah ni boleh tunggu lama2 ah. Tengok ah... lagi brape tahun aku dah malas nak blajar, aku khawin sudah! Khawin ngan Mat tycoon pon alrite. Tak payah susah2 carik duit makan. Asal lah aku hidupkat singjiapoh. Takde bende yang mengashikkan. Nak cakap eh, bual bahase melayu mcm susah sikit ah. Especially kalau bual bahase baku. Alamak...itu confirm goyang sikit. Wakakaka. Slamat skarang skola tak harus ambil bahasa melayu. Kan mcm leceh ni semua. Nak cakap orang singjiapoh hidup stress. Tapi aku rase lah eh, tak stress sangat ah mcm ape org yg kat luah ckp. Dorang tu semua bual kosong ah. Baru susah sikit dah putus asa. Mcm tak baguskan. Aku tengok org cina..primary dorang dah blajar pasal physics/chemistry. Aku yg kat secondary school blajar science tak pass langsung. Haha.

Tidak aku sangkah, bahasa melayu aku semakin karat. Ejaan aku semakin merapek. Sebab itu lah adik aku tak tahu bertutur dalam bahasa melayu. Hancur berkecai melayu aku. Selamat aku bukan anak melayu. Abah sengaja tukar bangsa aku kepada melayu. Aku ingat pasal abah ada cita-cita untuk pergi Malaysia satu hari nanti. Haha. Kalau anak melayu, melayu lah jadinya. Aku tidak faham, mengapa orang seperti aku malu akan bangsa sendiri. Adakah ini pengaruh dari kawan-kawan dari bangsa lain. Ok ah... tukar saluran inggeris...susah sikit ah nak buat kerje gini. Haha.

Anyway, i realised that my languages sux. U dont hav to say it, i alrd know it. Haha. Watch Hello! Miss without the english subtitles. And damn i was clueless from the begining till the end. I believe episode 12 has not been subbed yet. I love that drama!!!!!

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Saturday, 19 May 2007

Train ride back home from harbor front to Sengkang. It was stuffy and smelly. The uncle smoke too much and he stinks so much. Though i have blocked nose, the smell is unbearable. I can't believe i can stand the whole journey sitting beside him. I'm not being mean but he is old and there is a mixture of unpleasant smell. The best part was that he flipped the newspaper noisily!! How i wish i could tear it away. Somehow i feel that he is unhappy about me over some issues which I don't wish to know.

I don't feel like going to school on Monday. In fact, don't wish to go to school in any other days. I'm just lazy to wake up early and take about 30 mins of bus journey. How i miss taking 5 mins walk to school everyday. Other than that, i miss writing on paper. I miss studying on books. I miss ALBERT TEOH's NAGGING!!! How i wish everything stays the same...

How can i love someone when i hardly knows him. Though we don't really talk much during that trip, it leaves me smiling up till today. I still rmb the first line u said and the smile you give. I can't forget all that. I rmb everything you said. I hope it never ends. That was the last time i saw you. I feel so lonely. I don't know why. I swear i could cry wanting to see you again. Didn't get to see you again and again. Though my purpose of coming there was not to see you but your father just keep appearing right on my face. So tell me, how can i not think of you at that point of time. Now i wish all this never happen. This is killing me so slowly. Dose of HOT GUYS is not making me any better. Their pretty face are nothing compared to your presence.

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Friday, 18 May 2007

When out with Hans today.Wee~ It was so fun! We skip school. Haha. Meet him around afternoon. When to eat at Pizza Hut and when off to his house to play X BOX! Damn im good at that stupid racing game. Hahaha. Hans parents was away so i manage to sneak in and out of his house. His siblings was still schooling. After all that fun, we went to punggol end to see the sunset. Didnt manage to catch one cause the sun was hurting my eyes. Arrggghh! Built sandcastle and ate twisties. We make paper boat and make it sail to the sea. HAHAHA! It sinked in the end. LOL.
Then... went back to SengKang to meet his friends.

Ok... i was just bullshiting in the first paragraph! Dont believe! Wakakakakakakakakaakaakakkaka! Who do you think i am? lol. Sorry to use yr name han. Im just bored and frustrated over a few stuff.

IDIOT LAH u guys! Next time when u guys really really free then call me. Dont plan anything in the future. It will go down the drain. Stupid idiot! Hahah! Kidding! I love you guys to the minimum of max ;p Dont know who the one who said want to meet. I dont want to go school anymore!!! ROOOOAAARR!

I miss botak =) pls wink at me again like you did yesterday.

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I want to buy a knife. What am i going to do with it? I want to collect them. Then, im going to display them in my room and on my door.

My fighting fish are still alive. They have been laying on the rock. I guess they must have felt comfortable there. I wonder do fish get tired of swimming? Why don't they go to bed? One of my fighting fish is growing his tail which has been bitten of by the other one. Don't think it is going to recuperate that fast cause its been months and the tail look weird. The goldfishes are growing fatter by the day. Muahahahaha! Once my fighting fish are feeling so much better, im going to put them together! And there will be like a gang fish fight! Muahahahahahha!! I decided to give them names. I shall call the one is circle jar CAT and the one in the rectangle jar DOG! Hahaha...since they always fight when they meet, i shall call them cat and dog. Ok. Nonsense!

I did something to my Laptop and it is not lagging as much as before =) Ok.. I shall give my laptop a name also... I shall name it MickeyLAP! Hahaha! Took four tablets of panadol flu and im swaying from side to side now.

I've just finish watching Hello! Miss Episode 11. Damn that ChangMin... how dare he go in between Lee Su Ha and Hwang Dong Gyu! I know the ending... Lee Su Ha and Hwang Dong Gyu lives happily ever after. Weee~~ Yea... looking forward to that episode.

My throat feel so uncomfortable. Luckily my voice is fine. No sexy voice. No low voice. I feel like ive just swallowed sands in my mouth. Feel itchy. Drank plain water everyday and i still get sick to the throat. Finally, Im having some peace at home. Younger bro got fitness test and the cousins are still skooling.

Hopefully tmr u guys can make it. Dont give me excuses. I only accept Julizan's excuse cause she have project to complete. For the rest of you, better get yr butt down.

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Thursday, 17 May 2007

This thing is just failing on me.

Can i be that someone when u're feeling low. Im not good at comforting others. Though when i tried to listen, my mind tend to drift away. Away to somewhere only I know. I want to do certain things but something is pulling me back.

Can i make comments on what ive seen on the bus interchange for the past few days. What usually caught my eyes are secondary school lovebirds. No offence to the lovebirds out there but there's this malay couple tat deserve a smack on the head from me. I believe that guy is still in his lower sec and that girl look like a slut! The way they lovey dovey at the bus interchange is just such an eye sore. These are the people who make me think twice whether im a malay. I dont think so. Im not a malay. I choose to ignore my roots. If people can convert their religion why cant i convert my race. I would want to be a korean or smt like that. This race thing is just getting out of hand. Can i say that i feel look down upon being a malay. Damn...how i wish for something better.

I wanna scream and shout. I got so much thing to say. Nobody to turn too. I think if were to say it to somebbody close, they would think that im crazy. Well... i can hope for the best.

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Today is definitely a great day. I got to meet both of my eye candy and they love me to death!!!! Muahaha. Botak and Handsome, I love u two.

Today team up with great people. Atiqa,Mya,WeiJoon & ChingLiang =)We finish our presentation early. Then went out with Atiqa to buy Smashed Fried Rice to class. Though im feeling sick, im super duper luper nuper kuper high!!

On the bus today, botak actually smile at me!!!! Whoooa~ I feel like the happiest woman on earth. Sya and Haz was of course JEALOUS! He was so nice lah. Anywa... i was just crapping about him smilling at me. HAHAHA! In my dreams and SYA too! Two more days for girls day out. I know ive been out with boyfriend lately and u girls are so pissed of me lah! Sorry... hope i can make it out to you ppl this Saturday. Dont hate me just because im with him. Pls love him too like you girls love me.

Ok! I was crapping again! Wakakakakaka!!! I know. Im sick! Just too bored. Anyway, cheer up f you're feeling down. See the bright side and you will find me. Muahahaha! Dont understand?? Nvm..im in my lala~land.

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Wednesday, 16 May 2007

THE THING I NEED RIGHT NOW IS TISSUE!

how pathetic that i cant even find tissue at home.
this pain in not killing me. Im fine! I can go through anything.
YES! I CAN DO IT!
Im hanging on because of UT tmr. I wanna come school tmr because of IG and UT but on 2nd thought im just super duper luper kuper nuper lazy. So what if im sick. I dont get any special treatment like someody. Sometimes, I feel like killing him and when i think about it, i feel exhilarated. Damn he is irritating at times. Feel like smashing his head againts the wall.

currently listening to mcfly; its all about you.
This song reminds me back in secondary school. Singing this song all the way to class with the others. Though i lost touch to this love song, i cant help but wait for the day to come. Dont understand?! Its ok..im in my lala-land. Muahahaha! Anyway... handsome guy viewed my friendster profile. Weee~ Haha. The reason he viewed my profile is because I viewed his profile first. Hahaha!!

HAZIQA create funny story again!!! Muahaha... though i think that im fault about certain things, tat girl doesnt fail to crack weird jokes lah. At that moment, i really feel like im insignificant in her life. I think my existence is not needed in her life. Going to school or home, is like walking back home with the other strangers. The words we spoke are so minimal to max. She's in her own world. Im not sure we are communicating all these while. We spoke a common language but i realised that she thinks im speaking in korean. Anyway... im being confused by Haziqa. She makes my head go 360 degrees.
Almost on the verge of breaking down. It was almost shattered to pieces. I dont think im not going to be ok for this week. Alot have been gone through my mind. I feel like ive been pushed around. Im hurt and im lost. I wanna go back in time.

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Im am so not in the mood to do anything now. Science just sux. Dont understand anything. And im feeling unwell. FLU! Need to brg packs of tissue tmr.

Saw my Mr Compatible just now. My first reaction was OMG! And i ran outof the classroom. Damn how dissapointed i was when he was with another girl. Blueck! Haha. Today my luck is down. Didn't got to meet Botak in the bus and that Hot guy in my block.

My friend Haziqa loves to create funny stories. I wonder what joke she going to make after school. Serioussly looking forward to it. And SYA, today he is in my group. You jealous? Lol. And i sit on his lap just now! Haha...just kidding. Seriously don't want to come to school tmr. but got UT! RROOOAAARR! Kill Teri Tan!!

Today module is about pressure and speed. = =' Don't know and don't care. Im just going with the flow. So not into this bloody thing. Oh ya...i realised that ppl think that i and Farhan are together. Wakakaka! That is just nonsense lah. We just love each other out of fun. Nothing would come out from our relationship. Haha. Farhan is so the -------- FILL IN THE BLANK! Ok im so mean. Hahaha. Anyway..i love farhan lah.

I know that hot guy name!!!! Thx to SYA of course. But haix! got gf alrd. IDIOT! Gonna burn her down to ashes! smack her head. I JUST HATE HER. Nvm. there is still Hot Botak!! Hopefully he's single then i can seduce him. Wakakakakakaka!!!

Im so bored and now i need the wash room.

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Tuesday, 15 May 2007

Currently listening to Summer Love by Justin Timberlake. I can't wait to fall in love with you~

Firstly, My Idol Hazeeq from Anugerah is going to the next round. This means that I got to watch him LIVE again!! Wooohoooo. This week anugerah not that entertaining. Some of the songs are nice but they make it like SHIT PUDDING! Just plain disgusting lah. Their looks are just so-so. Nothing special. Nothing new.

Next! Im gonna talk about my friend HAZIQA! That girl is just nonsense lah. And Haz, if ure reading this, I m not sure what ure up to. We (ME, SYA, DARYL, HAZ) supposed to go home together. Something happen and Daryl left us along the way. Out of nothing, Haz was drifting way from me and sya. She was drifting further and away and out of sight. She didn't even stop to wait for us or call us or sms us. She just continue walking. Me and Sya was like HUH? WASSUP WITH HER?! We did like wait for her to call us or sms us to know where we were but she just continue walking. Up tiill now, im still confuse why she walk alone without us. She could have wait for us or tell us the reason that she wants to leave early but NO! She just continue walking. And im still confuse by her action lah. And we saw her in the interchange. She was all alone. Aren't we like suppose to go home together? Why you just walk away alone? This is the first time she did this. But of course there are other weird thing that she did. That girl is just unpredictable lah. Though i know her since primary school up till now, she is still as clueless as ever. Like wat SYA said, she is testing our patient.

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Monday, 14 May 2007

ME, SYA AND HAZ must be damn lucky today!!! We met up two cute guys on the way to school. They are not only cute lah but good looking and hot!

Today, decided to meet them at Hougang Interchange 'cause 161 is always packed by the time the bus reach SengKang. Yay!! Of course we got to sit in the bus. We sat at the back of the upper deck in the bus. Since three of us hav occupied the seats, there is two more vacant seats. The best part was this cute botak guy wearing red shirt sat bside SYA! Damn i was so damn jealous lah. He is so hot! What more, he is wearing RED!!!! Whoooaaa. And yupx! He is from REPUBLIC POLY. Wee~ So me,SYA AND HAZ decided to take the bus tmr at the same timing as today so that we can meet him again in the bus. How wish i could throw SYA out of the bus just to sit bside him. Haha. Kidding SYA.. but if can, we take turns to sit bside him k? lol.

Just when we lost track of that cute botak guy, we met another good looking guy which SYA has been eyeing donno since when. YUPX! THAT guy is so damn hot though he smokes i still think he damn good looking lah. The three of us was like tailing him and i think he realised that we are talking about him! And the best part was that this UGLY GIRL talk to him! Damn we feel like punching her face and give her two tight slaps. Anyway, to that UGLY GIRL, don't let me see you ever again. And guess what, I m in the same level as that UGLY GIRL! But wait, it means he is in the same lvl as me!!! Whooooa~ I should go out of class more often to see him. Hahaha!!!

Today is enterprise skills. That woman is just plain nonsense from A to Z. What the hell is she talking about??? I dont want to understand her even though i know what the hell she's talking about. She keep on picking on irrelevant points. She must have been a gorilla in her pass life. So damn ugly and yet irritating. She is not even pleasing to be seen or heard. I hope that something happen to her and there's a change in facilitator. Woohoo!!! Anyway, looking at how she reacts in class, she going to die anytime soon. The class is really giving her a hard time. God job classmate! KUDOS! HAHA.

Class end early then expected. I am so not interested in her crap quiz. Do blindly and i got 1 out of 7! So damn proud of myself to death. Wakakakaka!!!! When home with SYA and HAZ and YUAN HUA and her friend. Daryl went home earlier cause he is sick. GET WELL SOON FRIEND=) On our way to the Interchange, we met with that good looking guy!!! Whooooa~ Twice in a row. Usually, it is so hard to even to catch a glimpse of him but today...Whoooa~ We got to meet him TWICE! Yea baybeh!

Looking forword to tmr. HeEx. There's UT tmr so good luck everyone!

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Saturday, 12 May 2007

Whatever it is, I hate you!






Everyday, I wake up hating you even more.
Damn you!

Tears i cried for half a year for you
was yea wasted
Damn how i hate you so much now.

I can swear that I feel like killing you right now.
Who are you to make such decisions.
All of you are bunch of freaks!

I hope that you die.
AND when you die, i want to celebrate.
Throw party and blast music.
That day, i will be the most happiest person on earth

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He wasn't there.
I came but he wasn't there.
His Dad, Mum, Bro & Sis came
but he didn't.

Sad but who cares.
He don't even know it.


You shouldn't talk to me that very night when i was very lonely. That night when i need someone to be there with me, you were there. You starting talking to me and I get all smiles. I need some answer. Please appear somewhere anywhere. I don't ask for much. Just smile at me like you always do. Your smile cant be compared to another HOT guy.

YEA!!!!! I MANAGE TO TALK NONSENSE STUFF! HAHAHAHAHAHA. NAZIFAHrocks! I love you baybeh! Wakakakaka. No matter what, HOT GUYS TURN ME ON.

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Nonsense!!! Ive been nonsense lately! Loveeee being nonsense!
Since im nonsense, the things around my house are nonsense!! The router thing is just not working rite. Maybe the person who fixed it is to blame. WAKAKAKA! Since i am not appreciated, im going to wash my hands off. Don't ask me anything. I don't want to be here right now. All i want to do is go to bed and think of my HOT GUY!! My HOT GUY is starring in HELLO! MISS. Yup! It is a korean drama. And Abang Hilman, don't you dare sell my dvd to karung guni ah! My HOT GUY is so hot lah. Very charming also. And i think he is HOT HOT!
Oolala~ Next week there's two Understanding Test(UT). Good luck everyone!!! JY!!!! We can do it. Hahahas. Anyway, this UT thing sux lah. My UT CLIENT is giving me a big headache. And this laptop need to be wacked real hard. Not sure what's wrong but I think there is a screw loss somewhere.
Ok. I got nothing else to crap about. THE GLAMOROUS!

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We met once this year
but never i forget you for the days you disappear.

I wonder what u've been up to lately
and I wish to go back the days where only you and i had FUN!

Don't forget me just because you don't see me
Always rmb the FUN we had.

Remember, I will always be there for you
if you need me or not.

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love doesn't have to hurt.
And I don't want it to end.
I love you every-single-day.

You're there everytime
You're my bestfriend
And i hope you're there with me for a lifetime.

Pls friend, don't leave me one day when u found a better friend.
I love Syarina!

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Im not to blame.
For all the mistakes you done, dont blame me.
I hate you.
I don't know why but I hate you.
I don't want to be friends with you.
You are just someone I meet everyday.

You are different now.
Now and forever, you are going to be like how you are now.
I hate you.
You treat me like dirt
or maybe I treat you like dirt first.
I just hate you.

Pls wash away your face.
Or better still, get the hell out away from me.
I dont want to see you.
You disgust me yesterday
and you're going to disgust me everyday
I don't deserve you as a friend
Pls go away, Im not your friend.

I tell myself that you're a good friend
but days past, you are nothing great
What so great about you anyway?
Im not sure either.
Im not sure i want to befriend with you anymore.
For now, I hate you and thats it!

I think i know you,
but i dont.
You just someone I hang around with.
Unknowingly, you dont make a different like the others do.
What's wrong with you?
Do you even care im here?
I hate you today
and every single day.

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Wednesday, 2 May 2007

Spider-Man 3


Happy Picture 1


Happy Picture 2


First thing first... When to watch Spiderman 3 With Syarina's family and Haziqa. Wee~ MUST WATCH MOVIE!! Mainly because Spiderman look pretty dumb in the movie when he was trying to impress MJ and James Franco/Harry Osborn look super duper HOT LIKE SIZZLING HOT! MY LATEST ADDICTION..............J A M E S F R A N C O. Well, going to marry him one day. So everyone out there, go watch SPIDERMAN 3. And yea... 6 people get in to the Cinema Theater with 5 free tickets. Wink* Only magician like Syarina's Dad can do that. WALAH! Enough said about Spidey and my latest addiction, lets talk about SCHOOOL NEXT.

School was ok. Had Basic Science. Ms Lee Wei Wei is nice like Mother Teresa. Lol. She is just nice lah. Nice woman. Good personality and very kiddy at heart. Im not into this module. Everything about Science is just SHIT HELL. Team wit HUIHUI,ZHAOYAN & WEIJIE. GUCHAO was absent. Arrrggggh! Just wen i needed entertainment he went missing. Lol. Took some pictures with MYA,WAITENG,WEIJIE & RAYNELL. I SO LOVE TODAY Wednesday, May 02, 2007.

Thkx to Syarina and her family. =)

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Tuesday, 1 May 2007

If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty


Tank is coming to my school this May. Wahahahaha. Lucky people who queued up got the ticket but of course there are people who dont get it. The queue was very long. I was actually very excited and all that but at 12pm, I get very hungry and when down wit Atiqa to buy food which was at that when the give away the free tickets. The ticket to Tank consert thing was of course free lah and that explains the long queue. Haha. Like wat my other friends said, it is only Tank coming, if Fahrenheit came to our school, the whole campus will camp at South Agora. Hopefully it happens.

Today is Labour Day. Woohoooo. No School. Can relax abit. And I cant wait to go school tomorrow. My favourite module though my grade is the worst compared to the other modules. And now Im gonna do wat i love doing best... WATCH TV!!!!

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